11-09-2010, 03:16 PM
You said he does not really celebrate the holidays and considers them another day so that might be why he is pushing you yo work?...maybe he is uncomfortable at the thought of celebrating the New Year for some reason?
As for the bad feelings...I don't even try figuring them out...I just trust them and let it be. I could write a book about incidents that I avoided trusting myself and other people and have long ago just accepted bad feelings as omens of sorts and I usually respect these feelings with no questions asked.
Is the evening symbolic for you? would it work out if you spent the following evening with him or would it not be the same?
As for the bad feelings...I don't even try figuring them out...I just trust them and let it be. I could write a book about incidents that I avoided trusting myself and other people and have long ago just accepted bad feelings as omens of sorts and I usually respect these feelings with no questions asked.
Is the evening symbolic for you? would it work out if you spent the following evening with him or would it not be the same?
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