Am crazy or wtf?

[Crisit21]

Forget about the bad feeling stuff. Stay home. Make him happy and surprise. Buy him flowers. Bring breakfast to his bed on the new year morning. I understand that making that big money is one in a year opportunity. But spend a day with your lover is something that only happen one in a life time. Believe it or not, every day that we are in love is different from the another day.

I wish i could do that... But i cant surprise him because if i tell him im going to work he wont stay home alone so that i can surprise him, he probably will go out with his 2 female best friends and party or something.