Just feel like giving up

[longislandguy]

Hi, I've felt similar feelings to you, especially when I get sad. One thing that helps me is to think about how you never know what will happen.

For example, I met a guy last spring because I posted an ad looking for friends on a creepy sex website. I had no other option, all the dating sites cost money and they would bill my house so my parents could see (so i thought). We hung out a few times then lost contact for months, I even deleted his phone number. A couple weeks ago he texted me and now we're going to a gay bar together this weekend. Our parents have no idea and screw it, I don't care.

And what about being in University? That's a great window of opportunity. What are your options for the future? If you're able to move out and become independent that will really make this sort of stuff easier.

There's got to be something you can do, I'm sure you have some ideas too, right? I'm still figuring this all out myself, but if you're like me, I know you don't want to really kill yourself.

Please, PM me if you'd like.