12-04-2010, 01:42 PM
I mean to say that I am open minded. I have been snooping round on him to see whats going on and that is a trust issue but I have been working on that and descided not to snoop again. I guess I keep telling myself that I will be okay with the situation and I wont shut down. I will want to talk about it. I don't see him as a bad person to my kids or me. I want to talk with him not find something in his e mail that will have me a mess and then I'm livin with it until I cant no more and then I exolode. Those e mails were doing that. Now I am more relaxed about it I still don't know how to bring it up and talk with him but, but I guess I have to do it the best way I can. I cant expect someone here to tell me what to say or how to do it.