in a crazy relationship!

[cynmart5]

Whats up, I am still alive and well. Ive been talkin with my man everyday since he been on the road and I think I got him strait for now dont know how long it will last. What i mean is that we talked about lots of things before he left and I told him i wont do anything to mess this relationship up. Then I was explaining to him how it only takes one time with a stranger to catch something and then you come to your partner and well no good can come from that. He said that he feels me on that and that he too scared of that. thats why he aint gonna do nothing crazy out there. I see him not puttin his location on blast and not trying to look for duded on that website but thats just for now. That dont mean he has changed all the way. I hope I scared him enough for him not to put him and me at risk. I also made a promise to myself not to snoop again and I am going to stick to it for sure. whatever happens i have to just get a vibe to know about it. well I also know he too carefull whatever he does and not putting me at risk could mean wrappin it up. Somehow I am accepting that he is how he is and I just hope he can tell me so we can work something out. now if he says he only wants to be with dudes one day I need to know. That common law marriage will turn into a friend status. If he bisexual then we gonna have the longest talk ever.