Though this would be easy

[dlboy53]

I wana give you a hug

I can't imagine what you are going through. But I imagine you are confuse as to what to do? I know people who have been in extremely religious families and have come out. They are now out and proud but unfortunately they don't have much to do with their family now (Due to their family being a bit of a cult) If I were in your situation I would probably be very unsure if I should or shouldn't come out. But as soon as you start to realize it isn't a phase that you are going through it becomes so much harder to hide it.

My advice is find a someone in your family that you can talk to about being gay. And start there but do take it slowly. Coming out too fast can just leave you a bit dumbstruck and even more confuse.

I wish there was someone, but there isn't anyone out side this group i can talk too.