11-23-2011, 05:37 PM
dlboy53 Wrote:I'm not sure if its the holidays or if its just mesorry its not you and IT IS THE HOLIDAYS.
dlboy53 Wrote:All i can think of is that I have this dirty little secrete that I'm hiding from people-being gay is not dirty.
-we all have secrets and the truth is always an individual convolution.
dlboy53 Wrote:Just to help clarify things, this group of people have strong religious beliefs and follow the bible well so they don't believe that being gay is right but a sin in Gods eyes and not to mention-there are options for gays with belief. seek out a gay christian ministry near by to where you live. In Denver its dignityusa.org
from what you are saying its time to move on in your religion department.
dlboy53 Wrote:... now after almost 40 years I decided to give in t ...I have been nothing but sad and alone ... I am so tired of this feeling of being alone and know one really to talk to. I'm not sure if I'm looking for help or advise, all I know is that I'm even more confused now and at a breaking point.you sound kind and aware. i am sure you will meet quite a few people but you need to give it some time. A friendship is started by a random act of kindness and communication. It has to happen inside two people simultaneously. Not a likely event since both people have to say YES. We are living in such a wonderful time. Never before could the one world have been expressed as only 6degrees of separation. And a NYTimes article, see this link, expresses even lower number! You will meet smart people, straight people and horrible corrupt clowns but they all will have something in common; you will meet the people they know too. So ever so important to say YES to another excess.
I tend to be goofy but serious I went through the some of the same things. Hang in there through the holidays, distract yourself with things that are lasting and positive. Your not as alone as i was.