My turning point, almost my death

[LateBloomer]

I actually like the winter. Loads of snow and pretty dark, finding more private, as the light only reveals you.

I like the winter too. You kind of remind me of myself in a way.

Just understand this: A person's whole life can be compared to just one day (birth = sunrise, midlife = noon, death = sunset) or it can be compared to a whole year (birth = spring, summer, autumn, winter = death).

At some point Zet, no matter how much you like the winter, you'll be forced to experience the thaw and warmth of spring and summer.

I KNOW you have a warm tender heart underneath all of that protective clothing that you keep wrapped tightly around you. One day, just as it happened to me, you'll let someone get close to you and they'll want to feel the soft warmth under all of your armor.

This will scare the hell out of you. You will shake and tremble; you'll have a hard time breathing; you won't be able to find any words; you'll be terrified of what they find.

And guess what? They NEVER find what you think you're hiding. You know why? Because they're looking into your HEART and what you're *hiding* is in your HEAD.

They will love you anyway.