Is it ever going to happen?

[HuffleScuffle]

The nice and non-jaded part of me totally gets what you're saying and agrees with almost all of it, of course the nasty side of me wants to deny that I'm trying to protect myself.

So we'll side with nice HuffleScuffle for now. I do try to protect myself because no one ever has, besides my parents and even they're still a little wary of anything pertaining to my sexuality despite the fact that they're pretty supportive. My friends think I can take care of myself all the time because of my attitude towards everything but that's not true. I need someone to take care of me every once in a great while. And I try not to be a douche but I find it hard to control. It just spills forth like a fountain of angry vomit.

I won't see a counselor, the last time I did they told me that we needed to end our scheduled sessions because I was offensively stubborn and belligerent. That's me for you.