Should I? Or Should I not? I'm dying here.

[iPromise]

ah thanks for the advice guys!

So I'm not sending him that birthday card then huh? lol.

You're right, I do need to get over him, and I may haven't thought it out as much as I should have. Gosh, I'm such an Idiot.

Now I feel even more idiotic than ever, -sigh, it's really hard to think otherwise when you think you've really connected with someone and it turns out it all wasn't real. :/ I'm so struggling with accepting that fact.

I guess maybe that's why I find people hard to belief, I eel like I've been used, and man that hurts.