Having a hard time understanding

[Rutstuck]

I noticed I like when it's all ramming and a very sloppy blow job or fast but when it comes to kissing I honestly feel like it looks weird it's just too intimate and I also think it looks weird when they pinch nipples I guess more funny if anything. But I do feel like your saying it's ok to say I'm bi but that I might later on down the road accept that I'm gay? I have noticed that my dick moves sometimes when I'm watching tv and a man speaks and it never does that with women and I was watching a workout instructional video on the toilet one time and this guy was working out and I started getting hard. And if I'm watching straight porn on my phone and the tv is on and it shows males speaking I usually turn it off because I sometimes wonder if it distracts and when I touch myself that's why I'm getting hard. I will admit I really do want to have sex with a hot tranny that's sort of something ive been wanting . I did recieve Head from a Tranny that was the first gay sexual experience I had. I remember my ex girlfriend told me she really didnt think i was gay and I figured because we were having sex but I dunno.