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[Alwaysconfused]

@Latebloomer: My problem is that I think to much. I think about the "WHAT IF" so much, I think about the future or about things that may or may not happen. I know I need a distraction from all this like a friend that I'm trying to make or a hobby or something. But it's hard too, when I'm with the only friend I have he usally has guys he is talking to and ends up dating one and then leaves them or cheats on them I don't wanna be around that for 1) I feel jealous and 2) He ditches me a lot. Any advice on keeping my mind clear?