04-12-2008, 07:30 PM
lynx Wrote:Ufff.. Unfortunately yes, I've received a lot of abuses... mostly verbal. Since I've realized that I am slightly different - I was 13-14yo - there were many very abusive situations... guys from the school payed heed to me because of I have never played their stupid games (like throwing frogs against a wall or something like that).
So, at the uni I was not sociable too but I was reputated as talanted student so others have not pressed me... but I have had nobody to talk about the sexuality and other issues worrying more and more. Even my family - parents and bro - they knew nothing. Luckily now I have friends, straights and gays, and I have no such problems anymore...
But anyway I must hide my sexuality at work, I can not demonstrate it outside because people mostly aren't tolerant and I am always can be insulted just because I'm a gay... ((
i also got verbal and i got physical abuses i didnt go to hight skool i think i went there for year 7 but apart from that i never went i was allways scared to go coz i was allways wondering wot wood happen to me if i did so i was in alternative education but that never really helped ether i was still getting abuses but that time it was only verbal thank god i dont think i could put up with physical abuses for the rest of my skool years and i couldnt tell my dad i was gay or getting bulled coz he wood have sed tell the teacher and that just makes it harder for me coz they wood bully me more and i couldnt tell him i am gay coz he is homophobic so i was om my own and situations lyk that u cant be on ur own u need sum one to help u throw it but i had no one coz my mum left wen i was bout 9 but i told her but she couldnt really do anything coz she was miles away from me i was in epping at the time so i no how u felt and i felt lonely