10-23-2007, 10:32 PM
Hello everyone,
I just want to make a little testimony about something that happens now.
Well, I am in love with someone who does not like me ... Unfortunately, someone is heterosexual and he knows that I love him. He has a girlfriend, he has a child, so a marriage. I am unable to forget it and it lasts for years. He works in the same place as me, so I see him every day, sometimes I think he tries to discourage me being a little nasty with me and when he was alone with me, it is nice ...
Recently, I learned that his post was abolished ... It will therefore leave her job ... And I do see never him and that broke my heart. I can not tell anyone, then I speak here.
I could always say it officially my feelings, with an invitation at my home, because now I have nothing to lose. But on the one hand, I think that this is perhaps a good thing. After all, I will be released. Yes, that might shake me enormously in the early days, but eventually I will be free. I can finally let go and meet another guy.
So, it meant that I speak. I just hope the next love that my heart will not be heterosexual ...
(And forgive my English ...)
I just want to make a little testimony about something that happens now.
Well, I am in love with someone who does not like me ... Unfortunately, someone is heterosexual and he knows that I love him. He has a girlfriend, he has a child, so a marriage. I am unable to forget it and it lasts for years. He works in the same place as me, so I see him every day, sometimes I think he tries to discourage me being a little nasty with me and when he was alone with me, it is nice ...
Recently, I learned that his post was abolished ... It will therefore leave her job ... And I do see never him and that broke my heart. I can not tell anyone, then I speak here.
I could always say it officially my feelings, with an invitation at my home, because now I have nothing to lose. But on the one hand, I think that this is perhaps a good thing. After all, I will be released. Yes, that might shake me enormously in the early days, but eventually I will be free. I can finally let go and meet another guy.
So, it meant that I speak. I just hope the next love that my heart will not be heterosexual ...
(And forgive my English ...)