04-04-2012, 09:29 AM
Today, well it was just another day. It felt good to not get out of bed, but I had to. Had an appointment with the therapist who always makes me laugh Todays therapy was fun, she swore a lot and I laughed so hard. She also made my mouth drop she says I should try and find a boyfriend :O wasn't expecting that today. I finished The Fellowship of The Ring today. Made me feel accomplished, I'm in love with The Lord of The Rings, often times I wish I was in that world and not here. To have a friend like Samwise Gamgee. But alas I've come to realize something about myself, a friendship with me never lasts more than a year or two. Even if they did nothing wrong I will slowly push away. Soon I will have no friends, I can feel it already with my current friends. And I don't know how to stop this 'cycle'. One thing I meant to say but didn't when my therapist asked "Does being alone and secluded feel good for a while?" I replied "Yes for a while" but I also meant to say but didn't was "After the good goes away and the depression deepens with loniless, I feel at home."
You have seen many day. But few a night. A coarse book, deep and sad. But yet, full of joy and happiness in the end.
You have seen many day. But few a night. A coarse book, deep and sad. But yet, full of joy and happiness in the end.