04-28-2012, 08:35 AM
Since I was about 16 I have been having fantasy's about being with a man and playing the woman's role in the bedroom, but I always dismissed them as wild fantasy's brought on from living in a family that had a derogatory outlook towards gays and gay society. It was during the last relationship I was in is what really started me questioning myself. Somewhere in the middle of it I lost interest in the idea of sex with women. I started dreaming about being with men both sexually and just living together. I don't really know what questions to ask, I just want to know who I am after questioning myself for so long.