06-19-2012, 03:16 AM
So I was looking at old pics of myself on my phone and was like; "damn... I changed alot" mile: .
I used to have extremely long hair[for my hair type anyway- i.e bushy], started Sept 2010 right up until January 1st 2012 and I also had a moustache, or something close to it .
I decided 2012 would be the year when I make a full change, as I had just gone 18 in October last year and wanted to cut away all that I was... even though I regretted it for awhile afterwards.
I'd just like to say, even though I'm a guy, I have a thing for hair and I'm emotionally connected to mine, so it wasn't easy for me to do this, so don't just be like; "oh it's just hair" it was like cutting off an arm to me. .
Any way; Here's what I used to look like [I had to take pics of my phone, cause I lost my usb for it and couldn't upload them directly...]
April 14, 2011 - The same hairstyle I wore for our disney performance. Got me a lot of looks in Florida :biggrin:
September 2011 - I graduated in June/July and had just started college
October 2011 - Walking home from college on a rainy day. My birthday was on the 21st, about 3 days later :biggrin: .
November 2011 - Walking home again from College. Was upset this day and used my hair to block people out
December 2011 - Christmas break from college. This picture is titled "Sleeping Beauty"
And when January first came around, I cut off all my hair and my moustache and basically started afresh. I didn't take any pictures of myself then, because I was really really upset and depressed. It's like having Dreadlocks, it's very hard to cut something you worked so hard on and had gotten used to.
So I joined GS[In February], honestly, on one of my low-days because I wanted to get away from everything for a tiny bit.
At the same time, I had to drop out of college because my mother lost her job and we were already poor[not dirt poor] as it was, so that just made it worse and I couldn't find a job.
She[my mom] went away at this point so that should could take care of a friend who fell ill[her trip was paid for by her friend's friend] and I was on here practically everyday, because most of my friends went away to college or just because they could, which I don't blame them for, because I would'nt want them to blame me if the tables were turned.
I wasn't so depressed on here, because I saw that I could atleast try to help other people, even if I didn't always.
Met nice people, got attached and now here I am :biggrin: .
You've all seen what I look like now, and how I am, so hopefully this gives you a small glimpse into me and who I was before GS alittle bit.
Most people don't like to get too personal or give away too much, especially online, but I'm the type of person that doesn't mind and couldn't give a flying F if people thought negatively of me. Life is far too short.
Speaking of short, here's my hair now, since I've cut it this year. This is 5 1/2 months growth[I had to trimm it to even it out] .
Quite long actually for nearly 6 months, almost long enough to start on my Dreadlocks . That was 2 days ago [6/16/2012] .
Also, a bonus; My friend gave me this today[which is why I logged off so quickly]
It's so pretty. I'm a certified Lesbian! Because gays in the camps of the holocaust wore upside down triangles I belive, usually for lesbians I think. But yeah! :biggrin:
And that's me up till now! I don't feel like going through my childhood, but here's all you need and probably all you really want to know .
I used to have extremely long hair[for my hair type anyway- i.e bushy], started Sept 2010 right up until January 1st 2012 and I also had a moustache, or something close to it .
I decided 2012 would be the year when I make a full change, as I had just gone 18 in October last year and wanted to cut away all that I was... even though I regretted it for awhile afterwards.
I'd just like to say, even though I'm a guy, I have a thing for hair and I'm emotionally connected to mine, so it wasn't easy for me to do this, so don't just be like; "oh it's just hair" it was like cutting off an arm to me. .
Any way; Here's what I used to look like [I had to take pics of my phone, cause I lost my usb for it and couldn't upload them directly...]
April 14, 2011 - The same hairstyle I wore for our disney performance. Got me a lot of looks in Florida :biggrin:
September 2011 - I graduated in June/July and had just started college
October 2011 - Walking home from college on a rainy day. My birthday was on the 21st, about 3 days later :biggrin: .
November 2011 - Walking home again from College. Was upset this day and used my hair to block people out
December 2011 - Christmas break from college. This picture is titled "Sleeping Beauty"
And when January first came around, I cut off all my hair and my moustache and basically started afresh. I didn't take any pictures of myself then, because I was really really upset and depressed. It's like having Dreadlocks, it's very hard to cut something you worked so hard on and had gotten used to.
So I joined GS[In February], honestly, on one of my low-days because I wanted to get away from everything for a tiny bit.
At the same time, I had to drop out of college because my mother lost her job and we were already poor[not dirt poor] as it was, so that just made it worse and I couldn't find a job.
She[my mom] went away at this point so that should could take care of a friend who fell ill[her trip was paid for by her friend's friend] and I was on here practically everyday, because most of my friends went away to college or just because they could, which I don't blame them for, because I would'nt want them to blame me if the tables were turned.
I wasn't so depressed on here, because I saw that I could atleast try to help other people, even if I didn't always.
Met nice people, got attached and now here I am :biggrin: .
You've all seen what I look like now, and how I am, so hopefully this gives you a small glimpse into me and who I was before GS alittle bit.
Most people don't like to get too personal or give away too much, especially online, but I'm the type of person that doesn't mind and couldn't give a flying F if people thought negatively of me. Life is far too short.
Speaking of short, here's my hair now, since I've cut it this year. This is 5 1/2 months growth[I had to trimm it to even it out] .
Quite long actually for nearly 6 months, almost long enough to start on my Dreadlocks . That was 2 days ago [6/16/2012] .
Also, a bonus; My friend gave me this today[which is why I logged off so quickly]
It's so pretty. I'm a certified Lesbian! Because gays in the camps of the holocaust wore upside down triangles I belive, usually for lesbians I think. But yeah! :biggrin:
And that's me up till now! I don't feel like going through my childhood, but here's all you need and probably all you really want to know .