I Wonder

[ardus]

I wonder if this reaction will last forever. Today is the first day of the new year's fireworks this year that I have heard and what a surprise, my old combat reactions have reared their ugly head and every time I hear a gunpowder bang I jump and get very nervous. I wonder how long this will stay with me as I haven't been in a combat zone now for almost 10 months. Who knows, just looking for a place to rant i guess.

[c'est_moi]

are you in the army ?

[ardus]

Yes, I am in the US army.

[c'est_moi]

awwww cool

i once got wiv a guy who was in cadets....i liked the uniform

[ardus]

Yes the uniform is often an attractor

[c'est_moi]

lol , so do u get 2 travel a lot?

[ardus]

I do travel a lot, unfortunately a lot of my destinations are not the most pleasant places to be

[c'est_moi]

yeah i understand.......well no i was brought up in the 17e arrondissement of paris n thts hardly a war zone lol but i get what you mean

[ardus]

I presume that's a rough neighborhood in Paris?

[Wilem]

Yer anyway

I think you might be on a tight rope for a while, but you'll learn to deal with it, and the symptoms will fade.

You due to go back out in a combat zone again?