here it goes

[mihai]

I am sorry again for the people who are reading what i am writing and saying it is bullshit. Not all places are the same, not even the people. I am used to say everything i think, probably that is why people can;t believe what i am writing, because it didn;t happened to them, and is not their social life. In brasov we have 2 gay bars which are filled with dudes +30, i never enjoyed there so i am not goin there. Brasov has 3 large hills, if i you go on top of any of these 3 hills you can have the view of the whole old part of the city. I like goin there almost every night with a bottle of wine to analize what happened everyday, this doesn;t means i get drunk like that dude always says; how brasov is quite a small town we know who is gay and who isn't because the underground community is kinda small and everyone knows almost anyone at least by the face, so we get some unexpected dates. I am not a club fan ( house and what ever do people lsiten in regular clubs) , i'm goin eighter to a underground "club" or to a rockers pub. In the world i am living there are no gay bars (at least in brasov) , so as someone was surprized i hooked up in a str8 bar.
I am sorry again for writing everything in detail, that mostt of you think i am an alchoholic , and that some think my posts are just shits and sorry cause i am living my life as i want too and not as it is supposed to be, a life like everyones elses . So sorry again for this "random alchoholic post from a dude who wants attention".

[Nick9]

Come on Mihai

I don't know if Brasov is a wine making country, but in the parts of my country where wine is made, there people drink wine everyday, men, women and it doesn't mean they are all permanently drunk.
The only think strange (for me) is that you drink alone. It can quickly become a habit that could lead to addiction.
You can, if you want, try to take the bottle with you but with less wine in it. And you'll see it it makes you feel antsy and bad.

I don't have problems with your stories. For me many stories from the US are hard to believe. I can't for example understand that parents kick their kid out of the house because of religion. For me this is a nightmare that my brain just doesn't understand and won't accept. (Yes, I am from an atheistic country)

[mihai]

I don;t drink the whole bottle The palce where i am goin is where i had my 1st gay encounter and it chills the hell out of me ... And i have a lot on my mind right now and stuff; don't worry i know to control myself >.<

[princealbertofb]

Mihai, don't believe that MOST of us believe you're an alcoholic... You've only had a few reactions from a FEW people... Anyway, we'll still try to give you the most reasonable answers we can think of.

[matty7]

ive enjoyed your posts, and i dont think for one minuter your alchaholic - i wouldnt let a few people posting negative things stop you writing here on gayspeak, for me its fascinating to here about another persons life in a part of the world i'll probably never get to see

[princealbertofb]

Mihai, what kind of attention are you seeking right now? Finding a Mr Right? Or just getting things off your chest? This is a perfect place to vent (from time to time), to question and to recount.

[mihai]

Told you in the past 2 years i only got +30 y.o. who keep telling how smart, nice blabla i mean jsut to have sex lol , i never fell to those things , but i start laughing . Just that dude i went out one night , we keep seeing and stuff , it;s goin pretty well but i am moving again >.<" so it won;t work very well , haven't told him yet.
He even camed to my both work places on the same day. He is quite nice , don;t wanna "break out" with him , but we shall see. Well if i count all the replies i can say 65% are me being an alchoholic, what the hell am i supposed to think? nvm >.<"

[Rainbowmum]

Hello Mihai,
I assure you no one here would deliberately dismiss or pass judgement upon you.
If you do have a problem , you are more than welcome to contact one of the senior members here, including my self.

[Richy]

I don;t drink the whole bottle The palce where i am goin is where i had my 1st gay encounter and it chills the hell out of me ... And i have a lot on my mind right now and stuff; don't worry i know to control myself >.<

Scientifically speaking, there's no addictor who confesses that he's addicted to something. For more scientific facts: doing the same thing over and over for 21days becomes addiction.

Take care of yourself bro!!

[East]

I am an alcoholic and an addict but have not had a drink or drugs for close to 30 years...I am still an alcoholic and an addict though...I always will be. No one else can say if you are an alcoholic...it is not their place. If you are an alcoholic only you can say so.

Scientifically speaking, there's no addictor who confesses that he's addicted to something

FYI...everyone in recovery confesses they are an addict...it is THE essential part of the process ....I am not sure where you get that from "scientifically speaking" :confused:.