A lot of people find it strange that I am a gay guy who prays to God every day. My first memory of life is my mom telling me we were pagans who believed in God. What is our theology. I said "God is......" She touched my lips and told me to say no more. My theology is simple because I assert the existence of God. I also believe God created the universe. He created my galaxy. He created my solar system. He created my planet. He did these things as an act of love. He created life. He created animals. He created my ancestors. He created my family. He created me. He did these things as an act of love. He created me to love a guy named Tom. Tom loved me. We both loved and believed in God. Our love was a gift from God and I thank God every day for loving Tom and my family. Some people don't agree that gay guys can love God. I disagree. I have loved God ever since I heard of Him as a child.. I believe in judgment and an afterlife. I expect to be judged for my love of Tom along with every thing else I did. I have connitted sins I am ashamed of and I hope I have confessed and asked God to forgive me. I have never asked God to forgive me for loving Tom. Tom was a GIFT from God to me. I thank God every day for loving Tom. The only church I attend is living on this planet. A lot of religions breed doubt and hate and my God never asked me to doubt or hate. Sorry, I don't like organized religions. Some may be very nice but I don't need a religion to tell me what to believe. My mom told me everything I care about. GOD IS.
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Who can say what is normal and what is not in any given situation.what ever it is it's normal for you.I too spent much of my younger years in church. So I feel that pain. And went through all the same mind trips everybody,goes through. Feeling the guilt, the rejection the frustration. I might not be totally good with things, but at least I think I am headed in the right direction. And by the way there are several churches that are what they call gay friendly. You'll make it.
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