am I really bi/gay

[hank]

I am glad you said that zeon, I wonder if it is just wanting to experiment, or appreciation of male beauty. I have Ben many times emotionally connected to men, not in a romantic way necessarily, but when they found love with women my love was secondary then lost. Not that I am unhappy with them, I am glad they found something worth their lives. But I am left wonton. Love can be quite selfish.

I have issues with women never really bonded with a woman. Or had a woman friend, except one.