Hello

[Rainbowmum]

Hello Marie

[angiemari]

Thank you everyone!

Ok Angiemari, I posted a post in Lisa's thread,

but here goes again... Welcome to you and your life. Are you telling us that things are getting a bit strained with your husband, or are you still happy with him, but missing the tenderness of female attention? How old are your children? What genders are they? All boys? All girls? Would anyone among them understand your same sex attractions? You seem to think that your husband wouldn't. Does anyone among your friends know about your sexual orientation who could listen to your plight, if necessary?

Things are definitely strained with him. I'm not very happy brig with him. We've gone through a lot the last 7 yrs he's had an alcohol problem (he did quit and is doing good with that ) and some anger issues that he tries to work on. We almost divorced last year but I decided to give it one more chance. I'm trying hard but he makes it hard. It's like anytime I try to be who I really am he will make me feel stupid and I'm not talking about the bi he has no clue on that. I'm just taking in general with some of my likes or behaviors. He gets jealous easy and gets annoyed when I hang out with my niece who I'm very close to I know of I told him I was bi his jealousy and not trusting me would get worse bc he wld them start to think every girl I talk to I want to get with and it's bad enough he already thinks my relationship with my niece is weird. She know that I'm bi and has been my complete support. She's gay and understands what I'm going through. I have 1 girl who is 12 and 3 boys who are 9 6 and 4. My daughter would understand and I've taught her to be accepting so I don't think there would be an issue thereu 9 yr old has a mild form of autism and I'm not sure he would really understand but I don't think he would be upset he just asks a lot of questions lol