08-21-2012, 01:31 AM
Hey everyone. I want to warn you this thread will reveal sexual preferences of mine that you may not want to hear(nothing offensive, I dont think anyway)... I just need help understanding myself. I want to know if any of you have been in a similar situation.
I dont necessarily identify as gay, I occasionally think of myself as bisexual. I like women, but there are some complications that I would like to explore. I want to hear everyones perspectives on this. Dont hold back at all
a few things about me:
I dont like gay porn. I occasionally get in the mood for it(less than 10 times a year id say), but overall, I would say that its not my thing.
I look at bisexual porn frequently, where two guys often have sex with each other, but theres always a woman.
I like preop (and post op) transexuals, as well as cross dressers.
I enjoy receiving anal penetration.
I am immensely curious to see what giving a man oral is like.
The guys that I tend to like, are often way more feminine than the average man.
I used to be intensely homophobic. I am not anymore, and im extremely supportive of LGBT rights, and im not afraid to show anyone that. But the idea of actually having sex with a man (just to try it out) is kind of scary.
I recently had sex with a woman, and I couldnt stay interested and I started to freak out in my head thinking that perhaps I was gay. I almost blurted it out. I know I dont have any problems down there, I almost want to say I have an over active sex drive. In the past I had sex with women and never had a problem(in fact, I used to have sex with a girl multiple times every day for about 4 years straight)... I dont know if its just a case of getting older and pickier with women or if my sexuality is slowly changing/becoming more dominant or something. I definitely see women as beautiful, and attractive, but im honestly afraid to try and have sex with them at this point because I think perhaps theres something subconscious in me that just flat out prefers men, and maybe im just ignoring it or something.
Does my story sound familiar to anyone? I dont really know how to go about this post, so im sorry if it sounds kind of convoluted or something. I really just want to hear what you have to say, because I am very confused at the moment.
I dont necessarily identify as gay, I occasionally think of myself as bisexual. I like women, but there are some complications that I would like to explore. I want to hear everyones perspectives on this. Dont hold back at all
a few things about me:
I dont like gay porn. I occasionally get in the mood for it(less than 10 times a year id say), but overall, I would say that its not my thing.
I look at bisexual porn frequently, where two guys often have sex with each other, but theres always a woman.
I like preop (and post op) transexuals, as well as cross dressers.
I enjoy receiving anal penetration.
I am immensely curious to see what giving a man oral is like.
The guys that I tend to like, are often way more feminine than the average man.
I used to be intensely homophobic. I am not anymore, and im extremely supportive of LGBT rights, and im not afraid to show anyone that. But the idea of actually having sex with a man (just to try it out) is kind of scary.
I recently had sex with a woman, and I couldnt stay interested and I started to freak out in my head thinking that perhaps I was gay. I almost blurted it out. I know I dont have any problems down there, I almost want to say I have an over active sex drive. In the past I had sex with women and never had a problem(in fact, I used to have sex with a girl multiple times every day for about 4 years straight)... I dont know if its just a case of getting older and pickier with women or if my sexuality is slowly changing/becoming more dominant or something. I definitely see women as beautiful, and attractive, but im honestly afraid to try and have sex with them at this point because I think perhaps theres something subconscious in me that just flat out prefers men, and maybe im just ignoring it or something.
Does my story sound familiar to anyone? I dont really know how to go about this post, so im sorry if it sounds kind of convoluted or something. I really just want to hear what you have to say, because I am very confused at the moment.