10-13-2012, 09:35 PM
Okay,
I ran into a guy last week that I used to know years ago. Actually we sang in a church choir about 10 years ago. Anyway, we were both a bit shocked to see each other at a gay club. Needles to say, I was actually relieved to see him because I was alone. I ended up hanging out with him and his two friends. At the end of the night, he was a listening ear. I explained to him what I was going through as far as sexuality is concerned. I felt like I got a lot off of my chest. He told me that I need a support system around. We exchanged numbers and went on. Last night he se sent me a text that he and his partner want me to come over tomorrow. I accepted. However, as always, I start questioning or worrying or thinking "maybe they are drug addicts." I know it sounds crazy, but I have always had trust issues. It takes me so long to open up. This might explain why I have not really been in a relationship in my adult life. Does anyone else have this problem with being paranoid? Should I go tonight? I really want to, but there's part of me that wonders if I should just go to someone's apartment when I haven't seen them for years.
Thanks!
I ran into a guy last week that I used to know years ago. Actually we sang in a church choir about 10 years ago. Anyway, we were both a bit shocked to see each other at a gay club. Needles to say, I was actually relieved to see him because I was alone. I ended up hanging out with him and his two friends. At the end of the night, he was a listening ear. I explained to him what I was going through as far as sexuality is concerned. I felt like I got a lot off of my chest. He told me that I need a support system around. We exchanged numbers and went on. Last night he se sent me a text that he and his partner want me to come over tomorrow. I accepted. However, as always, I start questioning or worrying or thinking "maybe they are drug addicts." I know it sounds crazy, but I have always had trust issues. It takes me so long to open up. This might explain why I have not really been in a relationship in my adult life. Does anyone else have this problem with being paranoid? Should I go tonight? I really want to, but there's part of me that wonders if I should just go to someone's apartment when I haven't seen them for years.
Thanks!