Hello LuckyOne Joey, and to GaySpeak. It seems you are the lucky one if you are now 18, gay and in good company on GaySpeak. If you don't know what to write, how about telling us about your experience of growing up gay and how difficult or easy it was for you to realise your difference? Are you out? Are you still thinking about coming out? Are you having the time of your life? Have you found a boyfriend??? Lots of questions that you can answer (or not) depending on how confident you are about your information circulating on the Internet.