Please pray for the little dogs and cats I have been sheltering. Rank and violent hatred is forcing me to find a new home and we're penniles. I was just checking in with my own family to find that they are trying to give the only creatures that love me away while I am gone - even though they have been lying to me and acting as if everything is ok.
I am trying so hard to get re-established but I am broke and haven't found us a house yet in the KC area where I can have them - has to be outside city limits because I have more than three.
But yeah, it's all just because I am accused of being gay and never did anything to anyone but help everyone the best I could. It is truly sad and horrible. I would live in a shed to be with them now.
Thanks all ~
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I'll send positive thoughts to you and your pets. Blessed be.
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I pray that you and your pets find a good home.
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Thank you. I have been stuck there for 12 years and it has been like hell. I don't know what to do but it is just down to go or die and it's already been horrible. I am a great cook, proficient in xing gong quan school of shaolin, a master mushroom and medicinal plant gardner and apothecary - I have so much to give and yet we've been stripped to nothing and in jeopardy. I have a botanicals business that has to be rebuilt but....I just want to be inreclusion and recover for awhile. I would gladly be the strength behind one or two people who would make my world small for a bit. I'm really pretty traumatized and while I feel like all my creativity and skills are better than ever, I just can't think I am ready for more than a couple of people who could benefit from my help as well. I really need it quiet and kinda secure to try and find it in myself to face the "whole world" again.
All I have left is a share in some land that the group won't sell right now owing to the market but it is not much so I got to find us a sanctuary to land in and work (all my work is at home right now). I just am so tripped out by my family's reaction, like they can't wait to hurt me some more! But I guess a lotta guys guys have family that secretly hates them. Not because I'm so bad or anything but because they followed me to this redneck hate hell I got stranded in and now are like, if they join in the mob then it will be ok for them! I mean it's a case for St. Jude I just never lived one.
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All the best. Step by step and all will work out for you.......
take care
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