11-25-2012, 04:08 AM
Hey everyone!- so I'm new to the gayspeak world, and so I figured I better introduce myself!
Anyway- I realized I was gay after I broke up with my first and only girlfriend- it felt like I was forcing the relationship to be something I didn't want it to be- if that makes any sense. I'm having trouble with the "coming out" thing 'cause my entire family (well, not a few cousins) is homophobic, and I feel uncomfortable having to hide myself around them and my friends. So, enough of that! As far as stuff about me, I love music- I play the clarinet, piano, and organ, and I occasionally get gigs as a substitute organist. I guess that makes me extra weird- people generally run away when they see the organ music (I love you Virgil Fox!
) on my iPod lol. I also like history, hiking, my pet fish, fencing, and just hanging out with my friends.
And................... that's why I ended up here!
Anyway- I realized I was gay after I broke up with my first and only girlfriend- it felt like I was forcing the relationship to be something I didn't want it to be- if that makes any sense. I'm having trouble with the "coming out" thing 'cause my entire family (well, not a few cousins) is homophobic, and I feel uncomfortable having to hide myself around them and my friends. So, enough of that! As far as stuff about me, I love music- I play the clarinet, piano, and organ, and I occasionally get gigs as a substitute organist. I guess that makes me extra weird- people generally run away when they see the organ music (I love you Virgil Fox!
) on my iPod lol. I also like history, hiking, my pet fish, fencing, and just hanging out with my friends.And................... that's why I ended up here!
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pull up a seat make yourself at home. 
mile:
Scorpio
