Hi! I'm Adrian and I'm from spain :D

[Undreamt]

welcome, i hope you find some interesting conversations and enjoy yourself.

[monk]

Welcome!

[Roxy]

Welcome =)

[Firetiger]

Hi and Welcome to the forum : )

[cardiganwearer]

Welcome to the boards.

Sounds like you've got your head screwed on (bit of idiomatic English for you there) where the friend is concerned. You don't have to abandon him completely, just think of yourself first and there's probably still fun to be had.

[princealbertofb]

Te entendemos muy bién, Diarax... bienvenido, benvinguts en GaySpeak... Are you actually Catalan? Can you explain why you love this friend of yours if he's so selfish? It's a bit mysterious. Is he good-looking? I'm wondering if you have any girl (female) friends (not girlfriends) because sometimes they are easier to tell you are gay than another man or boy... They seem to accept it more easily.
Other than that, Diarax, have you got any brothers and sisters? If so, is there one that are particularly close to?
What about your parents? Why is it difficult to tell them?

[Dan1980]

Hi welcome to the forum.

[diarax]

Te entendemos muy bién, Diarax... bienvenido, benvinguts en GaySpeak... Are you actually Catalan? Can you explain why you love this friend of yours if he's so selfish? It's a bit mysterious. Is he good-looking? I'm wondering if you have any girl (female) friends (not girlfriends) because sometimes they are easier to tell you are gay than another man or boy... They seem to accept it more easily.
Other than that, Diarax, have you got any brothers and sisters? If so, is there one that are particularly close to?
What about your parents? Why is it difficult to tell them?

Yes i'm catalan! I don't know why i love him...i just love him. It's something weird because there are guys in my class that are better-looking than him. But it's his body's form...his personality...The time i spend with him is beautiful. We use to go rollerblading every sunday night together, we talk about our family or funny things...but we never talk about our feelings. And i think that's the problem, he seems not to be feelings or, at least, deep feelings. When we talk about gay people he says: that sucks! But then, one day, we went on party and arrived home (we were going to sleep in my house) we were a little bit drunk, well, not me, him. I remember everything. And we streched in the bed and started listening romantic music like ed sheeran (when you wake me up) and he was holding me. It happened nothing but i was like, oh my god! i want to kiss him so bad...He's making me crazy!! And now he's flirting with a girl.
Yes, i have a friend (girl) who is my best friend. She had asked me many times if i'm gay but i've always said no. I'm waiting for something to tell her i'm gay. Also, i had a relationship with a guy and when we broke up he started telling to everyone else that we had been going out together. I have a brother, but is one year old.
My parents are divorced, i'm very close to my mum. I know that if i tell my parents i'm gay they will accept me but i don't want they to think that everytime i meet friends (boys) it's because i love them, i want to have friends (boys) too.

[Mrmatty77]

Hello! Welcome, you'll make a bunch of friends here. I've always wanted to go to Spain, by the way. Hopefully I'll make it there someday

[Marcelbi]

HI Diarax,

I'm from Barcelona! Anyway the main thing I want to say is that whether your parents will like it or not, you got to ba happy who you are. What it counts is you not what other people think. About your friend, I suggest ya to tell him about it, I mean if you kissed him and he did like it, maybe you got a surprise.

Your english is fine, better than mine, I'm sure about that hehe



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So how are you doing?