01-13-2013, 05:33 AM
Hi everyone just recently decided to accept that I'm actually gay and I cant imitate that I'm straight because I'm not... It's been a weird change in mindset all though nobody still knows internally everything is finally settling. It's definately been a weird few days as I've come to the realization that being gay is not bad at all for over two years I've treated it almost like it was a curse. Not because of religon or anything but because I felt singled out from everyone around me and that made me feel bad. But now that I've thought about it and read stories of gay couples i feel abit more confident. I also learned that alot of gays are not "OMG" gays or "camp" gays is the term I think O.o? Which bothered me because I never wanted to be a femine gay and thats why I felt I had to be straight but now that I've been looking I dont have to be. After all of my realizations I ended up here. So hey xD