04-28-2013, 08:21 PM
lovefuku Wrote:I've thought about suicide since I was 15 (when I discovered myself as gay,it depressed me since then...) and now at 37 ,I still think about it sometimes when I really feel lonely,hopeless and find myself worthless. Though I think about suicide so many times,but I've never did attempted suicide. Now I just want to live with my parents and take care of them when they're old and can't help themself. But I often think when the day they're gone, my life has no meaning anymore, I have no close friends, lovers,no good job, What's the point of life? but I still hope I will find "the meaning",be happy and can deal with my lonely life.
Have you ever thought about suicide just because loneliness of being gay?
Sorry for my English.
If all you are looking for in life is your meaning, the best thing to do is to create that meaning for yourself. Don't ask why you are still alive, instead, ask what you live for.