It's funny but I didn't think I would be handling as well as I am while he was laying there dying. But now that he's gone, it's like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I mean don't get me wrong, I'm still having moments when I cry, but I don't feel that overwhelming urge to scream or hit something. Hell my ex wife called earlier to check on me and we actually had the first decent conversation since the divorce back in October!
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