06-09-2013, 02:08 AM
Hello!
I'm not really sure why I'm here. I guess I've just been really lonely. Let me warn you all that this is going to probably be me rambling on aimlessly.
Well I guess I should explain who I am first. I'm a gay male 28 year old black\white mutt. I'm also quite the nerd, loving both real science and science fiction. I moved away from my family a few years ago to escape their crazy Jehovah's Witnesses religion. I'm an atheist, by the way. Now I'm on my own and going to college like I always wanted to. However, this means that I left all my social ties behind... So what does a proactive person do? Make new connections, of course!
My problem is that I seem to have trouble making friends. Everyone seems to already have their social circles and there is no room for me in them. Not that I haven't tried. I don't really have any problem talking to people I don't know. I strike up conversation all the time! Perhaps that is my problem, though... I talk about the most bizarre and nerdy things that I guess most people just don't have a clue about.
And of course, I'm a guy, so I am very interested in more than just friendship. Of course, if I'm having trouble making friends, getting anything more than that is out of the question. I've tried the online thing, but that has mostly been more depressing than helpful. I'm a friendly and fun guy! I guess that doesn't come across in my profiles, though... Thing that really got me worried is how many times I was told that I'm too old. Too old!? I'm 28! 28 is old now!? Holy hell... I'm attracted to most of the male population. Are my tastes too broad? Should I pretend to be really picky? I have no idea. Is it too much to ask for someone to talk, play games, and have sex with? Wow that sounded slutty. Bah, who cares.
I'm a heavy guy, but I've already lost over 150 pounds, and I'm not stopping now. I'm proud of myself and obviously take every opportunity to brag about it. See? I did it just now, HA! I don't want to be a twig or anything, just average is good enough for me. I'm also pretty plain as far as my behavior. I'm not feminine, and I'm not any more masculine than the average guy. I don't really put any thought into that sort of thing. Just act how I am. No "gay accent," no special clothes. I usually wear jeans, tshirt, hoodie, and comfy shoes. Am I boring?
So yeah. I'm not really sure what I'm asking here. I'm just lonely, frustrated, and rambling like an idiot. Hello everyone! Sorry to anyone crazy\bored enough to read this far!
I'm not really sure why I'm here. I guess I've just been really lonely. Let me warn you all that this is going to probably be me rambling on aimlessly.
Well I guess I should explain who I am first. I'm a gay male 28 year old black\white mutt. I'm also quite the nerd, loving both real science and science fiction. I moved away from my family a few years ago to escape their crazy Jehovah's Witnesses religion. I'm an atheist, by the way. Now I'm on my own and going to college like I always wanted to. However, this means that I left all my social ties behind... So what does a proactive person do? Make new connections, of course!
My problem is that I seem to have trouble making friends. Everyone seems to already have their social circles and there is no room for me in them. Not that I haven't tried. I don't really have any problem talking to people I don't know. I strike up conversation all the time! Perhaps that is my problem, though... I talk about the most bizarre and nerdy things that I guess most people just don't have a clue about.
And of course, I'm a guy, so I am very interested in more than just friendship. Of course, if I'm having trouble making friends, getting anything more than that is out of the question. I've tried the online thing, but that has mostly been more depressing than helpful. I'm a friendly and fun guy! I guess that doesn't come across in my profiles, though... Thing that really got me worried is how many times I was told that I'm too old. Too old!? I'm 28! 28 is old now!? Holy hell... I'm attracted to most of the male population. Are my tastes too broad? Should I pretend to be really picky? I have no idea. Is it too much to ask for someone to talk, play games, and have sex with? Wow that sounded slutty. Bah, who cares.
I'm a heavy guy, but I've already lost over 150 pounds, and I'm not stopping now. I'm proud of myself and obviously take every opportunity to brag about it. See? I did it just now, HA! I don't want to be a twig or anything, just average is good enough for me. I'm also pretty plain as far as my behavior. I'm not feminine, and I'm not any more masculine than the average guy. I don't really put any thought into that sort of thing. Just act how I am. No "gay accent," no special clothes. I usually wear jeans, tshirt, hoodie, and comfy shoes. Am I boring?
So yeah. I'm not really sure what I'm asking here. I'm just lonely, frustrated, and rambling like an idiot. Hello everyone! Sorry to anyone crazy\bored enough to read this far!
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Scorpio
