06-12-2013, 03:33 PM
well i had a odd experience Last week...
theres this guy i know..lets call him josh....i met josh in the 8th grade we became friends..he was in my PE class..i would find myself staring at him while he changed..at this time i knew i liked guys..but didnt admit it...josh had girlfriends..but i always wondered about him..i suspected he may be curious...i wished he was haha..well we went to high school together & we were still best friends..we hung out at lunch & after school well he moved away in the beginning of our junior year...in my senior year i stopped hiding my true self & started fooling around with guys...i still talked to josh online ..i told him i was bi & had recently been doing stuff with guys etc..he was cool with it..asked me alot of questions lol so my curousity came back ...we driffted apart for awhile i knew he was with a girl..he moved back to vegas recently after a bad breakup..& last week i called him & i picked him up..we went to a las vegas club & walked the lv strip..we had a great time .i took him to a gay bar..had a few drinks..he started being a mood killer by talking about his ex..he was really upset..i comforted him..then out of no where he kissed me...really surprised me !! we made out for awhile then he suggested we get a room..we were both short of cash..& didnt wanna go far..i had been drinking...so back to our houses wasnt an idea..so i took him to the only place i knew we could fool around safely & in private..with a bed..hahah i took him to the bath house..it was awkward for him but he was cool with it..we had sex...he bttmd for me..which was odd...the sex was great...besides the fact he wasnt very big..it was amzing for the fact that iv wanted him for over ten years..& it finally happend..i was in shock the whole time..he was like the first ever boy i had a crush on...now we are both men...i was his first...he told me he knew i liked him back then..& he liked me..but his parents were religious & he could nvr come out..still wont...well i spent the night with him & drove him back when i sobered up...that was a week ago...hes been really akward with me since..it was like a dream come true for me..thought i should share that..haha soo guess my gaydar isnt off all the time
theres this guy i know..lets call him josh....i met josh in the 8th grade we became friends..he was in my PE class..i would find myself staring at him while he changed..at this time i knew i liked guys..but didnt admit it...josh had girlfriends..but i always wondered about him..i suspected he may be curious...i wished he was haha..well we went to high school together & we were still best friends..we hung out at lunch & after school well he moved away in the beginning of our junior year...in my senior year i stopped hiding my true self & started fooling around with guys...i still talked to josh online ..i told him i was bi & had recently been doing stuff with guys etc..he was cool with it..asked me alot of questions lol so my curousity came back ...we driffted apart for awhile i knew he was with a girl..he moved back to vegas recently after a bad breakup..& last week i called him & i picked him up..we went to a las vegas club & walked the lv strip..we had a great time .i took him to a gay bar..had a few drinks..he started being a mood killer by talking about his ex..he was really upset..i comforted him..then out of no where he kissed me...really surprised me !! we made out for awhile then he suggested we get a room..we were both short of cash..& didnt wanna go far..i had been drinking...so back to our houses wasnt an idea..so i took him to the only place i knew we could fool around safely & in private..with a bed..hahah i took him to the bath house..it was awkward for him but he was cool with it..we had sex...he bttmd for me..which was odd...the sex was great...besides the fact he wasnt very big..it was amzing for the fact that iv wanted him for over ten years..& it finally happend..i was in shock the whole time..he was like the first ever boy i had a crush on...now we are both men...i was his first...he told me he knew i liked him back then..& he liked me..but his parents were religious & he could nvr come out..still wont...well i spent the night with him & drove him back when i sobered up...that was a week ago...hes been really akward with me since..it was like a dream come true for me..thought i should share that..haha soo guess my gaydar isnt off all the time