boy_toy_08 Wrote: ARE YOU MAD
No, to be honest, I don't think I'm mad... While I do not go in for twinks, personally, I think you look nice enough as a young man. I'd like to think that there were other aspects of you that you could feel good about.
OK, so you may be able to deepthroat and have a tight ass but those are not the only qualities you have, I'm sure. You seem to be
1) caring
2) sensitive
3) probably have a sense of humour... (not sure about that one, yet)
4) determined not to lose the one thing you think you can hold on to (ie the boyfriend, who is not out of the closet you say?)
5) probably pretty brave to have put up with all the crap you've been getting since you realised at the age of 11 that you were gay, and presumably started getting all the abuse from people around you, including your step-father.
How do you get on with your mother? brothers and sisters? uncles, aunts? cousins? any family there for you at all????