I like to starve

[Bowyn Aerrow]

You didn't reach this point in one day - I suspect it has taken months if not years to reach this instability - thus its going to take a long time to undo this and get back upright and on course.

A day of eating will not undo weeks, months or years of starvation.

[ardus]

BA is right.
You've taken the first step, but it is only the first step, you need to care for yourself. The doctor will be able to help but self care is the most important part of living healthy.

Richard

[Dreamer]

I'd say start juicing!

I did it for two months straight, lost 90 pounds, and began to enjoy that "empty" feeling myself. So I understand not liking the whole process of eating.

With juicing, you get all the benefits of healthy nutrition, with all of the physical reactionary processes of an empty stomach.

[Nick9]

Thank you.
To tell the truth I strongly wish I didn't start the thread. It hurts to admit to the world AND myself that I have been an irresponsible freak.
Well, I can't take it back, so I will have to accept it and live with it. At least maybe I have a chance to live longer now.