07-07-2013, 12:28 PM
I have been a member of this site for a while and I am a recovering alcoholic. I haven't touched a drop of alcohol in two years. There has been times where I have wanted to but I would of been letting down all those wonderful people who have helped me.
But most importantly I Would be letting my self down. Life is hard for me at the moment and in the past when life got this bad I would drink until I would pass out so that I wouldn't have to think how crap my life is.
Things are bad in my life again right now, finances, relationships and health issues but I am not going to drink it would take me back to square one and I don't want to drink every day and missing out on the daytime cause I was passed out drunk.
I know my life will get better in time I will have to be patient and wait.
But most importantly I Would be letting my self down. Life is hard for me at the moment and in the past when life got this bad I would drink until I would pass out so that I wouldn't have to think how crap my life is.
Things are bad in my life again right now, finances, relationships and health issues but I am not going to drink it would take me back to square one and I don't want to drink every day and missing out on the daytime cause I was passed out drunk.
I know my life will get better in time I will have to be patient and wait.