hi and welcome - just bare with us as were a world wide forum but im sure someone is or has been in the same situation and will reply with great advice - can only reply that when when my aunty left her boyfriend and came out - we didn't care less and still love her the same - this is not a given so hopefully other will help with advice
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Welcome, from a new guy! ^-^
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I often found that guys before they got married got cold feet. The idea of being married until the day you die would scare the bravest of us.
You have cold feet, lately. I'd explore my fascination for women. It is better to explore that possibility now than to wreck a marriage and leave kids in a broken home.
Find out who you are. You are entitled to respect from yourself. Don't be embarrassed at mixed feelings. Every one has them.
I have been openly gay since 10 in 1956. Someone asked me recently who the hottest person I saw on TV. It was obvious. Rachel Maddow pushes my button. She may be a woman but she gets my hormones going. She is bright, funny, intelligent and she seems like she would be fun to hang out with.
Explore, you are only 25. Good luck!!!!
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