08-31-2013, 03:57 AM
Firstly...thanks Sebastian for the "useless thread". Some humor is really a bit of a relief for me and I bet for many others.
Secondly... thanks to hank and mrbennet for the advice.
I've done all the above: deny it, hide it, control it, supress it, try to make it go away. Cried myself to sleep many nights over it, whatever....fact is I really can't do anything about who I am and if denying it is bringing me to a breaking point...I agree, accepting it seems to be the obvious solution. Joining this site has been a first step towards that.
In time, I think I'll get pass the fear. I just don't know how much longer it'll take.
Secondly... thanks to hank and mrbennet for the advice.
I've done all the above: deny it, hide it, control it, supress it, try to make it go away. Cried myself to sleep many nights over it, whatever....fact is I really can't do anything about who I am and if denying it is bringing me to a breaking point...I agree, accepting it seems to be the obvious solution. Joining this site has been a first step towards that.
In time, I think I'll get pass the fear. I just don't know how much longer it'll take.