11-26-2013, 01:55 AM
Hello everyone! I am a 23 year old male. I have been having different (lack of better term) feelings since I was 11. My first crush was one of my male classmates. I ignored it for the longest time. It was not until I was 14 and in high school that things became clear to me. I hid behind this false personality. I was attracted to a couple guys in my class but thought nothing of it. It was not until a friend of mine came out as bisexual about 2 months ago or so maybe even longer that I started to think about it. I followed suit a couple weeks ago and came out as a bisexual (knowing I was attracted to men but unsure of women). About a week or two went by and I could not stop getting things off my mind. I had come out as bisexual to people already but I was still confused and unsure. I went to a therapy session and talked in depth. This was majorly helpful in confirming that I had no desire for women. On November 20th, 2013 I came out as officially homosexual. I must admit after 12 years of bottling this emotion and repressing all of this, I finally feel free and willing to do what ever it takes to make me happy once again! If you are reading this and are still on the fence or in the closet, don't tell everyone about it, but tell those you trust. I promise it will make you feel a million times happier!