12-30-2013, 01:30 AM
Ok, I know that probably for must of us the 'new year' represent nothing, the new year eve is just another day like the others, but not for me.
I mean, I'm a complicated person, very chaotic and I found very difficult to manage my personality and my destructive intelligence, so I use things like 'new years', to reset and restart small or big things. I use this kind of goals and starting line even for small everyday things.
So, at the end of every year I put some personal goals for the next year, in general few things to help myself to live happier and have a personal growth . Like things about my behaviour etc.
But this time for the first time... Nope. It's strange. Maybe cause I didn't have the time to think about that, cause I'm changing my life another time, maybe I'll find something later... Or I already found something and I'm not completely conscious... Cause for example my coming out would be one of these things... Mhhh...
So, what about you? I'm curious.
I mean, I'm a complicated person, very chaotic and I found very difficult to manage my personality and my destructive intelligence, so I use things like 'new years', to reset and restart small or big things. I use this kind of goals and starting line even for small everyday things.
So, at the end of every year I put some personal goals for the next year, in general few things to help myself to live happier and have a personal growth . Like things about my behaviour etc.
But this time for the first time... Nope. It's strange. Maybe cause I didn't have the time to think about that, cause I'm changing my life another time, maybe I'll find something later... Or I already found something and I'm not completely conscious... Cause for example my coming out would be one of these things... Mhhh...
So, what about you? I'm curious.