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Goodbye, My Love
#1
I know you can not see this, but still I wanna write this as an official goodbye to you.
I remember it`s 17 when i found I had fallen in love with you, but you only wanted to be a friend of mine. I always knew there would be no result for our relationship, because you told me you were straight. however, I just could not get you out of my mind and sometimes I could feel it that you also felt something about me. I devoted all of myself to looking after you. Even when I did not have money and you wanted borrow some from me for your girlfriend, I did borrow money from others and lent it to you. You know? when you are kissing your girl, I was really jealous. And loving painfully lasts 3.5 years.
Since graduation, I chose to disappear in your life. I wanted you to live happily without my interruption. We are in different university. I am in a south province and you are in the north.
I stopped texting you as well as calling you. After these 2 years Finally I gradually can not remember your face clearly and I feel i am not loving you now. Anyway thanks for leaving me such a beautiful love in my life. Without it I suppose my Senior High school life would be really boring. Now I am looking for a gay guy with whom I can share my love and feelings instead of a straight man who would hurt me. I think it`s optimistic for me.
So, Goodbye, My Love.
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#2
The ever present lashing of falling for a straight guy..

I was there myself..*sigh*

this actually helped me remember those days with less bitterness.. Thanks!
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#3
Cool...

Im happy though some of straight crushes i had before when i was in High school became my friends...

When they became my friends, the crushing disappeared
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