The idea of a family isn't appealing to me

[Baycitybreeze]

Yet tonight I am feeling a desire for a boyfriend or partner. Craving the touch, the companionship, another person being around the house, talking, watching television, etc.

None of that. I'm here alone at home. So quiet. I try to fill some of this with shopping, going to crowded places, eating out, but I'm still alone. No cock to suck every night and hold onto while asleep.

[Hikari]

But the point is I don't find that lifestyle appealing. A good relationship to me is a two person romantic relationship. Mostly just the two of us. Physical attraction is a central piece of it. Instead of having children, I would prefer to enjoy life with my guy. Eating out, traveling, taking good care of ourselves, outdoor fun. It's about livin a good life.

There is a lot of different good relationships . Something that is good for your relationship might be not OK for another person . . .
I have children but still I can enjoy life with my wife . . . Also there is definitely still physical attraction ! ! !