04-13-2014, 12:07 PM
Hay guys...
I'm sorry I have bad English
Anyway
Me and my bf we love each other so much, I know he want to be with me for the rest of his life and so do I, I have no doubt about that...
The problem is .. I don't think I'm sexy enough for him
Let me explain ( we live apart, I'm in Asia and he is In NYC and as soon as I got vacation I get the first flight to see him and he become the happiest guy in the world, the problem is every time we met I always start the first move and he always top, ( I'm not 100% bottom) but because he is the love of my life I'll do anything for him, sometimes he ask me if I wanna top him and I always say ( anything you want) but then nothing and I know he was bottom most of the time with his ex so if he want me to top him he should start the move right?
The other problem is we text each other every single day most of the day and I always try to make him horny so we can do something but he asked me to do it by myself ( not in selfish way ) he just said I'm not horny, most of the time like that , and then I asked him ( when you going to do it tell me to help you ) but he never ask me and then I figure that he did it without asking me
I need some advice guys please
What's should I do ???? How to know if I'm good for him or not ?
I need him in my life I really do
I'm sorry I have bad English
Anyway
Me and my bf we love each other so much, I know he want to be with me for the rest of his life and so do I, I have no doubt about that...
The problem is .. I don't think I'm sexy enough for him
Let me explain ( we live apart, I'm in Asia and he is In NYC and as soon as I got vacation I get the first flight to see him and he become the happiest guy in the world, the problem is every time we met I always start the first move and he always top, ( I'm not 100% bottom) but because he is the love of my life I'll do anything for him, sometimes he ask me if I wanna top him and I always say ( anything you want) but then nothing and I know he was bottom most of the time with his ex so if he want me to top him he should start the move right?
The other problem is we text each other every single day most of the day and I always try to make him horny so we can do something but he asked me to do it by myself ( not in selfish way ) he just said I'm not horny, most of the time like that , and then I asked him ( when you going to do it tell me to help you ) but he never ask me and then I figure that he did it without asking me
I need some advice guys please
What's should I do ???? How to know if I'm good for him or not ?
I need him in my life I really do