04-22-2014, 09:24 PM
Hi
im steve
you might think its late in life at 51 to realise that im gay but ive really known for years . I wont go into all the boring details of past yrs but when you still have dreams of having sex with men and you wake up with a aching erection then other times when masturbating thoughts go straight to guys and the last 3 relationships with women each time when having sex once they undress and i look between the legs i get a feeling of disappointment when thiers no penis then i lose my erection and one of the women asked if i was gay i said know lol but when i think about this .
I did ave 2 sexual encounters with men the last one was about 30 yrs ago i felt sick after he did say that it will happen again sometime.
The thing is the feelings of gay sex and eyeing guys up and the thoughts get stronger .
So i think im 99% sure im gay .
So its about time i start living the life ive missed out on.
What do you all thinks oppions and advise appreciated
steve
im steve
you might think its late in life at 51 to realise that im gay but ive really known for years . I wont go into all the boring details of past yrs but when you still have dreams of having sex with men and you wake up with a aching erection then other times when masturbating thoughts go straight to guys and the last 3 relationships with women each time when having sex once they undress and i look between the legs i get a feeling of disappointment when thiers no penis then i lose my erection and one of the women asked if i was gay i said know lol but when i think about this .
I did ave 2 sexual encounters with men the last one was about 30 yrs ago i felt sick after he did say that it will happen again sometime.
The thing is the feelings of gay sex and eyeing guys up and the thoughts get stronger .
So i think im 99% sure im gay .
So its about time i start living the life ive missed out on.
What do you all thinks oppions and advise appreciated
steve
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