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Hi and welcome to GS - I want to know!!
[COLOR="Purple"]As I grow to understand less and less,
I learn to love it more and more. [/COLOR]
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Hi and Welcome to GS! So, Why did you convert to the light side from the dark?
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I doubt you really were straight and then suddenly became Gay. Closeted and acting straight yes, but you were gay since the day your mom pushed you out of her womb (and if biologists are right, gay even further back during fetal development).
And being Gay or Straight is not a path of Light or Dark either. Thinking of these as paths in lightness or darkness is not altogether healthy and might actually be reflecting your inability to fully accept your sexual orientation.
Light/Dark paths or thinking of things as such means that you feel one is negative and the other is positive. When it comes to sexuality and orientation there are no negatives and positives. Granted society most likely has programmed you to view one as 'less than' or 'negative' than the other, however this is not altogether true.
And Welcome to the forum. I look forward to psychoanalyzing you more.....:biggrin:
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I really was a straight man who had no thoughts at all about gay sex other than what I was programmed to think by the once Christian society. I never desired a man, thought about it or anything like that.
Not long back I started to get a bit curious but I did not like men or their bodies I only had a thing about the cock. I believe porn helped to turn me onto cock seeing as we enjoy watching men humped girls and watching the cum shot. I then noticed I did desire transsexuals especially if they looked like real women and had a bit cock. I still could not get into gay porn at all and did not like men. Eventually after a while I started to enjoy gay porn more and more especially group sex. At first I only liked twinks with nice dicks but now I like a range of guys although twinks are still my favourites.
Took me a while to take the plunge and meet a man for sex but I did and was amazed how good it felt and more so how natural it felt. I've been with a transsexual and a couple of men now and I am now curious as hell about what a gay relationship would be like. I am also getting more and more turned off girls. I only find some black girls and older women horny the rest I would choose a man over any time of the day.
I actually believe the majority of humans are bisexual with only a small few being one or the other. The problem is the stigma and brainwashing from a young age from the times of old that ruins our natural instincts. A lot more straight guys are waking up like I did and now think similar to me on the bisexual side.
Thanks for the kewl replies guys, it is good to have kewl gay men around to chat with.
xx
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