What's on Your Mind

[Miles]

Trying to not let my anger and hatred and vengefulness get the better of me. There are some shitty people who I would be perfectly happy to see suffer and feel utter misery and despair for the terrible things they've done, yet the particular people I care about that were hurt by them are the very ones being an example of how not to be consumed with hatred and bitterness.

I just feel powerless and weak-willed and full of shit and dumb and should shut the fuck up

[East]

Trying to not let my anger and hatred and vengefulness get the better of me. There are some shitty people who I would be perfectly happy to see suffer and feel utter misery and despair for the terrible things they've done, yet the particular people I care about that were hurt by them are the very ones being an example of how not to be consumed with hatred and bitterness.

I just feel powerless and weak-willed and full of shit and dumb and should shut the fuck up

Aww...I'm sorry (((Miles)))

Been there so many times myself. I can usually bring myself back by remembering that my anger is energy that the shitty people get off on and that is usually enough for me to pull myself out of that hole....

If you can stomach it...think of something positive about them and keep it in your mind...it takes away all the power they have over you and no one else has to know about it. I worked in a bar and had to deal with ALOT OF CRAP so I developed a lot of different coping skills

[bort]

Thinking about relaxing and winding down for the night. I'm listening to some new music I've purchased. Right now the band is Stiff Little Fingers.

[CellarDweller]

thinking I need a nap

[Wolfpack]

thinking I need a nap

Sweet dreams Chuck

[Lexington]

I worked at a huge art event last week. I did my thing in one of the rooms while other things happened all through the night. I was just a small adjunct to the big event, but the museum folks said I did a great job, and were very happy with how it all worked out.

The next day, I was asked by an online publication if I would write a blog about working the event. So I wrote a longish piece about the event, what I did, and how it all fit together. The person wrote back saying they loved the piece. "That's exactly what I was hoping for!" Then he asked if I could send a picture of me with the main artist to run with the piece I had written. I wrote back and said "Actually, I don't have a picture with the artist. In fact, I hardly saw the artist at all." He wrote back and said the piece wasn't worth running without a photo, so that's that, I guess. I wish he'd told me that before so I could've skipped writing this long thing.

Lex

[BlueStar]

My head is confused because of too much studying... time to take a serious break.

[CellarDweller]

going to the gym

[Miles]

Wondering if I'll be like this the rest of my life: not enough energy to care about anything so just taking the easy way out. Never feeling fulfilled, just settling with the path of least resistance.

[Bluelight]

Week's halfway done! Woo!