I would have been a LOT more careful playing with explosive devices and counterfeiting 20's...
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I had a very fine man propose that we become a mated pair. I was very fond of him, perhaps loved him but...thought I was doing us both a dis-service to accept. That's the noble thing. Now for the good stuff. Quite by accident I found I could receive money for sexual favours. I would have asked for a great deal more. Then, when I did porn, I would have continued doing it. It's hard to be a lecturer at a University and do porn so there was the choice I made and instead of being bored stupid by idiots, I could have had a grand old time being admired, and all the other things that came with very graphic porn. To paraphrase a sport today, full contact porn, none of those triangles that covered us and were the several square inches of fabric that stood between us and the censors. Instead I ended up what I am, an old Physicist who writes porn. Although much of it is from first hand experience....Actually, the biggest thing I would have done was walk away from my family and never, ever gone back. Sounds cold, is cold but would have been the best thing I could have done.
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Walking away from my family IS the best thing I've ever done. They abused me in extreme ways so why should I have them in my life? It's not cold whatsoever. When Confucius spoke of filial piety, he also spoke of parents' duty to their children. It's a two-way relationship.
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I totally agree Uneunsae. I hate to hear that about your fam, though
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I probably woulda tried to prevent My last 48 Boyfriend's suicides...
WUT!!!!!????
Didn't have anything to do with Me!!!!!
I AM PRETTY!!!!!!
High School Gym Teacher told Me so dammit!!!!!!!!!
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Mh... I still don't care too much about that, but I think I will take big decisions...
1st and immediate coming out.
2nd... I have a difficult personality, so if I could, I would express my opinions more than today... But I don't know, cause it's more related on 'what I think about people'... Mh So I can say, coming out and all of these things related to people/emotions...
But I will think about it an maybe post something here...
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