The Rush
07-19-2014, 04:47 AM
At first I was going to say that I'm sorry about writing about the same guy over and over but than he told me never to say I'm sorry for stupid shit like this, (especially if It makes me feel good inside)
Anyway I had made plans to meet him with him around 8 p.m. I got off work late and had to drive to my mother's house to help her with her garden. By the time we were done it was around 8:30 p.m. I drove as fast as I could without killing anyone or myself. And I had that intense feeling, that rush that I had to be with someone who was waiting for me. No matter how physically or mentally tired I was I had to be there. Every red light I came across felt like forever, every car in front of me was going way too slow. That feeling made me feel alive again, like it gave me a purpose, a reason. I havn't really felt like that for awhile and it just woke me up.
When I got to his house I felt like the reinforcements that just arrived at a losing battle. I apologized for being so late and that's when he told me not be say sorry for stupid shit like this. We talked for awhile and made plans for the next time we'll see each other again. It won't be for two days but he told me to call him til then.
On the drive back home I felt that same kind of rush again but it was different. Like fireworks just went off and sent the lawn on fire, and i'm just watching it all not caring but enjoying it. I still can't believe that this is happening to me, maybe we do stand a chance, maybe we don't but hey I spent tonight with him and that's all that matters. One day at a time. I'm afraid I might be falling in love...
Anyway I had made plans to meet him with him around 8 p.m. I got off work late and had to drive to my mother's house to help her with her garden. By the time we were done it was around 8:30 p.m. I drove as fast as I could without killing anyone or myself. And I had that intense feeling, that rush that I had to be with someone who was waiting for me. No matter how physically or mentally tired I was I had to be there. Every red light I came across felt like forever, every car in front of me was going way too slow. That feeling made me feel alive again, like it gave me a purpose, a reason. I havn't really felt like that for awhile and it just woke me up.
When I got to his house I felt like the reinforcements that just arrived at a losing battle. I apologized for being so late and that's when he told me not be say sorry for stupid shit like this. We talked for awhile and made plans for the next time we'll see each other again. It won't be for two days but he told me to call him til then.
On the drive back home I felt that same kind of rush again but it was different. Like fireworks just went off and sent the lawn on fire, and i'm just watching it all not caring but enjoying it. I still can't believe that this is happening to me, maybe we do stand a chance, maybe we don't but hey I spent tonight with him and that's all that matters. One day at a time. I'm afraid I might be falling in love...
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