Cant help thinking about what i did

[Iceblink]

Cum on the sink in a public toilet? Damn, those gay recruiters are getting so innovative in the techniques they'll use.

[Bowyn Aerrow]

This ain't gonna end well....

Homosexuality is not about sucking, fucking, spunk, cum guzzling and all of those other sex related activities. Yeah I know, we are talking about sexuality in general terms - sexuality and SEX are not altogether the same thing.

"Sexuality encompasses the totality of a being and can be expressed in many ways to give you sensual and sexual pleasure—emotionally, psychologically, physically, and spiritually—not just through the genitals."

I'm quoting someone but hell if I can recall who.... Not important.

What is important is that you need to figure out that sex and sexuality are not the same thing. you can fuck a log with a convenient hole in it and get off, that doesn't make a log-asexual - it only means you can stick your penis in a convenient hole and reach climax.

What you did was odd - decidedly odd. I seriously doubt it could be called 'gay' in that it didn't include all of those side emotions beyond lust and pleasure and excitement that sex brings with it in such formats as FWB or Partners.

I consider myself gay because I prefer the company of men, I seek more than just a casual fuck with a dude, or just to play with his semen - I want to be with him, love him, cherish him, and share a life with him... Not a her - a him... Sure, this may also include sexual activities as part of the whole lovers based relationship... Not as important as just spending time with them and loving them in other ways though... Lord knows I spent a long time being without sex just to be with a guy (over a decade and counting).

Sexuality can happen in people who are physically incapable of sex. A paraplegic with no sensation down yonder can enter into a homosexual relationship - so its not just sex - the ability or other wise, its something far deeper and meaningful than just sex.



In a way you mind masturbated yourself into a frenzy where you set aside rational thought and decided say damn the consequences, lets just do this...

That is lust - perhaps the rawest example of lust I have ever heard of. It is not sexuality, it is animal lustful pleasure seeking for the sake of lust in and of itself.

I have heard and even seen a lot of interesting things in my time... this strikes me as one of those memorable things which will most likely give me nightmares for the rest of my life. Right up there with the dude who sat on a traffic cone and took the whole damn thing up his arse, and the amateur video of a guy getting fucked by stallion - as in Equus caballus.

More cases of just lust for the sake of lust, outside the purview of sexuality per se - just wacky, weird outlandish lust in play.

And.... perhaps one of the more dangerous activities one can do since you do not know from whom this particular gift came.... pun fully intended in that.

This old world is going off its trolly track... lately I have been hearing about of straight dudes (well mostly dudes) doing weird and wacky shit because they are watching too much porn and losing traction when it comes to the simpler pleasures in life.

And look here you are watching the odd gay/tranny flick. Why? Is it that you have used up all of the excitement that vanilla straight porn used to give you so now you are looking into more wild and crazy stuff just to get that edge, the excitement you once has about a million clips and movies ago?

IF so, then you need to start looking seriously at porn addiction.

The interesting thing is that recent discoveries in the medical community leads to the conclusion that porn addiction is a chemical addiction:

http://www.netnanny.com/learn_center/article/175/

Understand that the brain produces all sorts of lovely chemicals for all sorts of situations, porn can produce some really great feeling chemicals... Unfortunately, the brain is quick to grow tolerant of some stuff, so it requires a larger and larger dose of porn to get those same feelings of excitement and thrill the more porn one watches.

Recall I started off 'This ain't gonna end well'?

If you have gotten yourself to the point where you will pick up anonymous semen just laying about a public restroom and eat it without hesitation.... you got a problem... one that is a real kick in the pants for gossip, but potentially a very serious health risk for you..... And if this is due to too much porn watching, I fear that this is only a single step on a long downward spiral where you will eventually hit bottom.

[Virge]

suddenly I don't feel so bad for being addicted to crack.

[Anocxu]

I'm sorry guys. But I can't stop laughing.....

Not to be disrespectful. .
Read this entire thread. ..

A "Cumslut"...
Wow.

[JimmyEcho]

Holy crap.
Dude, you gotta stop swallowing strangers, bathroom, toilet, cum.
Seriously, Not good.

[UKmale35]

Thanks for the replies guys. Especially Camfer this describes it perfectly (love the condom idea from the story & im on the lookout, found 1 so far).
Also Bowyn Aerrow you maybe right about the porn, i've watched probably everything there is over last 15 years or so (nothing illigal), hard to get excited by any of it now.

[Bluelight]

Dude... WHAT?!

[Bluelight]

All things aside, you're probably at least bisexual...

[UKmale35]

May be nasty to you, but as i've found lots of people are into this. Thanks for the reply anyway

[HIkerSkier]

You could be gay - you have some exploring to do t find out. Or you could have just started a new fetish career for yourself. In any event, injesting it was harmless - just a little protein and sugars. People in many parts of thw world eat insects and worms and like it.