10-22-2014, 06:53 PM
Jason -
I hope I wasn't too rude in my post in your other thread. I've been thinking about your situation, and have come to the realization that I was more concerned with MY loss over your predicament. How do *I* lose in all this, you ask???
Well... here's the thing... I've seen all your pictures, and I find you hugely attractive. While I've had numerous boyfriends, I've still spent the majority of my life single and hoping for that "Mr. Right" to come along. Even though I'm in a relationship NOW, I still have all those years of hoping... waiting... wanting... and hearing your story, and knowing that you were out there... avoiding (gay) life... avoiding ME (because it's ALL about ME!!! ) and wondering what kind of life/friendship we could have had had we found each other decades ago... and in that "all about ME" frame of mind know that you're going to change that beautiful MALE form made me sad.
So, really it was coming from something totally stupid and irrational on my part, being selfish over something that was never really MINE to begin with. *IF* that makes any sense at all ??? I think you're beautiful as you are, and I guess part of me would hate to see that go away or be replaced with something different.
I DO want YOU to be happy though.
I hope I wasn't too rude in my post in your other thread. I've been thinking about your situation, and have come to the realization that I was more concerned with MY loss over your predicament. How do *I* lose in all this, you ask???
Well... here's the thing... I've seen all your pictures, and I find you hugely attractive. While I've had numerous boyfriends, I've still spent the majority of my life single and hoping for that "Mr. Right" to come along. Even though I'm in a relationship NOW, I still have all those years of hoping... waiting... wanting... and hearing your story, and knowing that you were out there... avoiding (gay) life... avoiding ME (because it's ALL about ME!!! ) and wondering what kind of life/friendship we could have had had we found each other decades ago... and in that "all about ME" frame of mind know that you're going to change that beautiful MALE form made me sad.
So, really it was coming from something totally stupid and irrational on my part, being selfish over something that was never really MINE to begin with. *IF* that makes any sense at all ??? I think you're beautiful as you are, and I guess part of me would hate to see that go away or be replaced with something different.
I DO want YOU to be happy though.